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this is actually the second time i went for a blood test with mommy. she'z scared of needle. and daddy was not here... she was holding onto the little pillow so tight and trying to get over the fear and the pain when the nurse is drawing blood out from her. mommy gotta go thru this two timez in two hourz. i saw her tearz coming out before the the nurse is setting up. i knew mommy must be thinking, if daddy is here, she will be able to hold on to his arm instead of a little pillow. she felt sad but she gotta be strong just for me... im sorri mommy. i will pray that daddy will be back soon for us.